There are times then I just don't want to speak or read, or think in my native language, and switch to the alternate one. In my case - English, simply because Latin, is the language my logic speaks in. These times are periods of my desperate looking for something really new in the things and world which bores me with it's rutine. And desperate need to be someone else. I distance from everything russian, I distance from poeple around me, from myself. I turn off the radio, TV and turn on BBC online! That's what I do... and I don't give a f**k! ^__^